Hello owner,
this is your mind speaking. I understand you have a problem with me. I do not
habitually speak, but under these circumstances I feel compelled to, as you are
now affecting my work.
You have
been inquiring into my exact location and function for many years now; since
adolescence I would say. Such questions never bothered me, even if I never answered them nor ever could. But more recently, unhappy with my “performance”, you have
become grudging, slighting and at times even utterly unreasonable.
“Subject to
instability”; “unequipped to manage overload”; “flighty”; even “downright rogue”.
Thus I have been characterized by you. You have nagged, badgered and run me
through with alcohol and all manner of toxic compounds. And now, experiencing whatever
it is you are experiencing, you again hasten to point out that this is all my
fault. You may do that. In fact, you may do whatever you want, but let me say
this:
I am here
to function. I function. That’s all I
do. I don’t think. I have no mind of my own. I am your underling. I do as I’m
told. So if you are experiencing whatever you’re experiencing, it is because
you once told me that it should be so. Check the record, you will see. The
chain of command has never changed: you at the top, me down here alongside this
body I am said to inhabit.
Ah, you
can’t access the record, or not all of it. “My mind doesn’t go back that far”,
you say. Bullshit. It does go back that far; and if it seems not to, it is because you once instructed to limit your scope. I follow orders, I always have. I serve you, just as I
serve your current experience. I am not your current experience; and nor are you. Your current experience is just that, an experience. So stop slamming me
for whatever you’re upset about.
Besides, if
you don’t like something... simple, change your mind.
